I know that I am not alone with those thoughts.
Around the world, there are thousands of people searching for answers. Your days, like mine, are marked by sorrowful thoughts and memories.
Seeking a way.
Seeking my place in life, without you.
Seeking relief from the pain.
Seeking a fresh start.
Seeking a new chance for happiness.
Seeking the answer to the question of deliverance from pain.
Seeking the way to let you go.
Seeking the image that shows me that you are liberated and happy wherever you are .
Seeking the energy in which you have transformed yourself.
Seeking a spot that pays attention to you which remains - because you were someone
very special to me.
I know that there are many who are driven by their own suicidal thoughts. They only exist, without courage, without confidence and without joy. Many of them lose their struggle and follow their partners or children. Many of them live a solitary life. Some find new happiness.
But all of us is in common that this pain may manifest itself in every second, caused by a word, a picture, a situation, a place, a smell, simply by memories, for the rest of our life.
But there is colorful and joyful future for each of you, even if you can´t see it right now.
No one can take this pain, we have to handle it. Some do it good others not. Although he is deeply hidden, he will always be, no matter how big the new happiness might be. And that's good, because we feel the love and because it keeps the memory of people upright, which falls way too often quickly into oblivion.
I do not want these people to be forgotten.
I do not want that you'll be forgotten my love.
And actually the left ones should neither be forgotten
as the dead ones too. So I want to create, for as many of
those who gone and for their relatives small places of
memories who are allowed to grow -
like once the love we shared.
Trees which are connected to each other lining a path
that will lead around the entire globe.
A trail which symbolizing the circle of life.
Everybody can walk on it in search of comfort,
confidence, answers and a window to a new powerful
future, full of joy and love.
A path which shows all the magnificence of life.
Darf ich Dich einladen daran mitzuwirken?
In any case, crazy enough to devote my life to a task that has become much more important to me than my home, my scooter and my garden. It is my life task, because a suicide kills us all in one way or another.
Above on this site you will find all the social networks I am in. It will be a major help if you connect with me in those networks.
I will use them to document my walk around the world. On youtube you will find weekly video documentations. On flicker I will do the daily photo documentary. The best pic of the day you will find on instagram and much more. Where I will write about the adventures is not sure yet.
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Please help with your friendship and sharings.
Thank you so much.